I guess I never really thought of it much, but as I have gotten older I tend to go back to my personal history to understand myself better. I do not think that I have really changed all that much. Accept maybe for the almost dying multiple times and the 30+ surgeries. I feel like the same artistic dreamer I have always been.
I remember all the fun I had in college and working at Walt Disney World all those years ago. Lately, it seems that the things from my past keep creapin' into my present.
I remember being in Orlando for one of the shuttle launches. Just the other day they sent off the last shuttle and I felt a wave of history rush back. I guess it is normal to hit a (midlife) moment of nostalgia. I am certain that all of the amazing life experiences I have had made me the woman I am today.
I am thankful for all of those things. It just seems that I miss the carefree, live to the limit lifestyle. I want to go travel see new things, be adventurous.
I know that another chapter of my life is beginning, but I think that my previous chapters were vital to my character development.
I am just sayin'
Peace.
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