...away from turning 40 years old!!!!
Wohoo-Yeah me!
I don't think I could be any happier. I am fine with knwoing that my body can not do what it used to do, I am okay with seeing all of my neices, nephews grow up. It is hard to watch but I can do it with pride.
I have beaten the odds and come out the victor.
I feel blessed to still be walking, talking, hiking and dancing.
I find that most people get all depressed by their age, I on the other hand rejoice in it.
I was given another opportunity to be alive.
I know from the deepest parts of my heart that I have been living OUT LOUD for the past 7 years.
If you know me well already this comes as no surprise.
However, if you have just met me you can not know my struggles by how I carry myself.
My goal is to "act" like I am healthy and just fine.
I find it makes no sense to focus only on the negative and so I will find a way to
spin something positive.
It is kind of funny, actually.
I had a friend of mine recently say to me
"it is cool that you can focus on all of the positive things that happened".
I let go of the bad and can only recall the good.
It must be all the anaesthesia over all these years!
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